1. |
by violence
02:58
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they say you can't turn back time
nor bring back the dead, the dead
but just wait and see
i'm a dark magician, baby
imma turn space inside out
i will tear down mountains and doubts
and you will see
my miracles will make you believe
i will mantle the void, the void
grip creation and turn it all to noise
i will turn back time again and again
reach heaven by pure will
reach heaven by violence
by violence
by violence
by violence
by violence
i will become sharper than swords
cut the world into the final shape
baby, don't you see
i'm the snake in the garden among thee
imma carve the cosmos out
be the fire leaping out your mouth
and you will see
my miracles will make you believe
i will mantle the void, the void
grip creation and turn it all to noise
from the dust, i rise again and again
reach heaven by pure will
reach heaven by violence
by violence
by violence
by violence
by violence
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2. |
Heaven or Hell
03:35
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not sure how this started
only that we parted
that night in a fever
dreamt you'd always be there
i know i was naive
i know i was lying
to myself, to myself, to myself
now i wanna know, is this heaven, is this hell
break me like a mirror
when you kiss me, can you taste my fear
is this the start of something
or just the end of nothing
i know that i'm naive, yeah
i know that i'm lying, yeah
to myself, to myself, to myself
now i wanna know, is this heaven, is this hell
i'm a bad girl when you please
pray and eat pussy when i'm on my knees
you and me, we sit in trees
F-U-C-K-I-N-G
but one night you go for the throat
and in one fight you started to gloat
it's alarming, you're harming our karmic ties
are things ending or starting
you're like heaven
or are you like hell
girl, you're like heaven
or are you like hell
your midnight surprise
you love my fuck-me eyes
girl, you're hot and cold
i'm so dashing and bold
but when you bare your teeth
i'm coquettish and sweet
but if you want the truth
it's fucking hell with you
it's fucking hell with you
if i'm really being real, this fucked me up
if i'm really being real, you fucked me up
i tricked myself thinking you were my reflection
but all we ever did was chase projections
affection-starved, i carved out my heart
things got dark when i carved out the stars
when i carved out my eyes, i saw the truth:
heaven's gone, now hell's with you
break me like a mirror
when you love me, do you love my tears
is this the start of something
or just the end of nothing
i know i'm so naive, yeah
i know i'm fucking lying, yeah
to myself, to myself, to myself
now i wanna know, is this really hell
cuz you're like heaven
or are you like hell
oh girl, you're like heaven
or are you like hell
your midnight surprise
you love my fuck-me eyes
girl, you're hot and cold
i'm so dashing and bold
but when you bare your teeth
i'm coquettish and sweet
but if you want the truth
it's fucking hell with you
(your midnight surprise)
it's fucking hell with you
(you love my fuck-me eyes)
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3. |
TREASON
03:14
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in this life, i've given away my dreams
held onto my nightmares to keep you away from me
oh my god, i wish i could hurt you
but in this life, i'll never be as cruel
but in another life
you'll meet another me
and when we fall in love
girl, i'll be your treason
and break you to pieces
i'll be your treason
break you to pieces
i'll be your treason
i'll be your treason
i'll be your treason
i'll be your treason
i'll be your treason
and i'll break your heart to pieces
in this life, you treat me like a dog
drag me around on a leash while i stumble and fall
i don't care if you're sorry next time
cuz in this life, you make me want to die
maybe i like it
baby, i want it
maybe i like it
but in my next life
i'll be a crueler me
and when we fall in love
girl, i'll be your treason
and break you to pieces
i'll be your treason
break you to pieces
i'll be your treason
i'll be your treason
i'll be your treason
and i'll break your heart to pieces
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4. |
tokyo white girl
00:58
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black dress, bleak thoughts
red string, hard knots
broken mirror, art house
glue trap, caught mouse
tokyo white girl
halfway across the world
mistakes, regrets
should i have gone, should i have left
matt's house, halloween
suspiria, death scene
west side, upenn
not your girlfriend
tokyo white girl
halfway across the world
mistakes, regrets
should i have gone, should i have left
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5. |
headgame
02:38
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you're an angel in my sheets
but the worst devil to haunt my dreams
all these head games
they're fucking with my head, babe
when i see you tonight
we'll try and set this right
apologize through sighs
you always blow my mind
head game
you know i love your head game
bad bitch with the knife flip
psyching out all the psych kids
silver watch on my right wrist
top in bike stop, damn bitch, that's a dyke tryst
yeah, bitch, you know you like this
razor lines icing out my right wrist
pull up in that uber in that night mist
come up to your place, wanna ride this
ride this
come up to your place, wanna ride this
ride this
come up to your place, wanna ride this
ride this
come up to your place, wanna ride this
ride this
come up to your place, wanna ride this
angel, you're so sweet
till you cut my throat in my dreams
all these head games
they're fucking with my head, babe
but i'll see you tonight
give you my "fuck me" eyes
i love the way you ride
and let me come inside
head game
goddamn i love your head game
bad bitch with the flight risk
past lives, must be cyclic
so dark, got me sightless
sixth sense, seeing ghosts, bitch call me psychic
lied bout that ride or die shit
bitch, i was just vibing
bitch, i was just vibing
but girl, i was lying to you
lying to me, lying to you
lying to you
lying to me, lying to you
lying to you
lying to me, lying to you
saying "bitch, i was just vibing,
bitch, i was just vibing"
girl, i was lying to you
lying to me, lying to you
lying to you
lying to me, lying to you
lying to you
lying to me, lying to you
saying...
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6. |
Death Dream
02:56
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you were like a death dream
like a psychopomp, con artist palm reader
we killed it slow-mo like a death scene
like suspiria, psychosexual grim reaper
cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
you were such a drama queen
no offense, i mean you were a real scene stealer
but you were never really what you seemed
ice queen academia, thinker, anti-feeler
no, no, cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
scene stealer, death dealer
academic polemic-writing, fighting overachiever
a real teeth-bared-type mess stress-reliever
i guess i thought i'd never leave her
gotta admit, she was a bad bitch, killer vibe
serial polyamorist, she would've buried your girl alive
deep dive, the queen type, the bury-you-alive type
were sex, lies, mental-flexing conversations worth the hype
uh, i guess i don't know
i don't know, i don't care
i want a white girl with a big derriere
a mean-ass girl to play with my hair
distract me from my deep despair
don't we make quite the pair
bare and baring teeth, oh i'm getting scared
i terribly love how unfair you dare
to be to me while all i do is care
oh, she'll hurt me
yeah, i know she don't deserve me
but you see, she's like a death dream
psychopomp-led deep sleep
the sweetest dream
cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
cuz you weren't like
anybody, anybody else
cuz you weren't like
anybody...
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7. |
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every night
i see you in my sleep
but come sunrise
you're never next to me
if i die right here, right now
will i come unbound
or keep my memories
if i die right here, right now
could peace at last be found
would you yet haunt my dreams
that night, i felt something break inside of me
that night, i felt something break inside of me
break, break inside me, me
break, break inside me, me
come dance with me
even if you're just a dream
we can walk on the breeze
straighten your legs, just start moving your feet
like one two three, one two three, one two three, one
see, it's not so hard when we're having fun
just one two three, one two three, one two three, one
but when the dream ends, it all comes undone
but if i die right here, right now
if i could still dream
that would be just fine
if i die right here, right now
if you'd dream with me
then i'd happily die
that night, i felt something break inside of me
i felt something break inside of me
break, break inside me, me
break, break inside me, me
one two three, one two three, one two three, one
one two three, one two three, one two three, one
one two three, one two three, one two three, one
one two three, one two three, one two three, one
one two three, one two three, one two three, one
one two three, one two three, one two three, one
one two three, one two three, one two three, one
one two three, one two three, one two three, one...
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Mabel Harper • traversing the grid of death
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